Classes are wrapping up, Christmas is around the corner, and I start to get sick. I can already tell. It’s starts with the stuffy nose and never being able to drink enough water. Then finals week comes into play and the stress begins to do me in along with the newfound pressure of being a senior and needing to graduate this May. Then the cold weather gives me headaches that only magnify from stress at school. Ugh. I need a lot of Emergen-C and I need it now…
And I need some hugs. Or some more time shooting my shotgun. Or both. Not at the same time though. That would be bad.
Oh, and I’m not sleeping much… Again. Yay for this time of year…
I’m not sure what’s keeping me up tonight. I can’t get any sleep so far. It’s gotten to the point where I’m prepping myself for homework in going to be doing tomorrow all day. I’m not sure if I’ll get any sleep tonight or not.
Wait…I think I’ve figured it out. I didn’t get to Skype my wonderful girlfriend tonight. I’m not upset though. She worked a grueling 12 hr shift yesterday for black Friday. I can only imagine the sort of crap she had to put up with. I can’t wait until I get to be with her all the time. Then the least I could do for her would be to help make her hard days at work better. I just know how much better things would be if I could actually be there for her rather just by phone or Skype. She’ll be here for a week during winter break and then we’ll go back out to NY and spend more time together. It’ll be great. I know it.
Well…I’m wide awake in bed…maybe I can put myself to sleep with program tutorials I can watch for a class…
Give me a chance to be here for you.
Give me a chance to care of you.
Give me a chance to hold you tight when I’m with you.
Give me a chance to listen to what is really on your mind.
Give me a chance to help make everything better.
Give me a chance to love you.
Give me a chance…you might be surprised what I can do when you just give me a chance.